[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Monday, January 05, 2009

Need you to tell me how

To surpress my feeling of missing you

When you ain't by my side

I'm unable to imagine

The amount of emotions in me

Which I doubt you feel

I still have the hope

We could carry on our journey

That ended in vain

You're loved, you're missed

No matter how much we've drifted

Just hope you know

I'm trying hard to find back my directions in life. You owe me alot of explaination for your unexplainable actions. I don't know whether to love or hate you. The line btw those 2 feelings is just an inch apart. I yearn to see you or bump into you but I got no idea how to react when that happens. I aint in your phone, msn or friendster list. I been totally rooted OUT of your life. I did everything I could in the course of wooing you. Why am I getting this shit in return?

It's been a long time since I played maximum tune or watch a movie, reason being? Cashflow issues. Yeah true I got a car but all that I have in my pocket is my car key, no money. I dare not spend impulsively for fear I wont be able to maintain the car and have to "burden" my family. Looking at this positively, the car has helped to prioritise my family. My main 2 priorities now is my family and the car. I been spending lots of time with them, but this is all time well spent and worth spending.

I spent my Christmas and New Year WORKING. It's sad not to be able to gather with my family or friends. Worst that came was, I got charged on New Year. Almost had to go Detention Barrack but leniency saved me. I almost stuff my fist into the mouths of my officers. Don't talk to me like though I'm a primary school kid or a DOG. I'm a f*cking human. I know NS can be fun but at times you'll just feel like serving and f*ck off asap.

oh-so-bright.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends

*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me