Sunday, November 09, 2008
Please allow me to express out
My thoughts and feelings,
Forgive me if you get offended from it
I'm still in complete denial
I never thought things would end this way
You were secretly attached
Without me realising anything
I pray for your happiness
with him who you like
our love didn't go anywhere
but only on the lips
You built a castle from tears
tears which fell from my face
my heart was destroyed, i was left speechless
it felt as if i was thrown away
Oh I still remember
the sweet and romantic moments
Those times where I hoped you would stay loyal to me
but you changed in the end
Oh god strengthen my heart
let me find the peace within
i'm yearning so badly
but what can i do
When devastation and fuming mad get mixed together, what do you get? I got no idea how to put down my feelings into words other than using the word Fucked-Up. Life is unfair but has it got to be that way?
The last time I saw you was on the 10th Oct, you started ignoring me since 12th Oct till NOW! Any idea how much I miss ya? Any idea how much emotional trauma I'm going through? The pain is still building up inside me. I got no right to dictate your life, but surely we can resolve this in a better way. Why am I being cast aside like some unwanted worthless piece of shit? Please search your conscience, JUDGE ME BASED ON MY ACTIONS DONE FOR YOU. In what way was I out to HARM you? I'm speechless... Go ahead and have your fun at the expense of other ppl's happiness.. Sigh, I miss ya =)
oh-so-bright.
