Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

Alright, my days are numbered in Standard Chartered. Time flies without me even realising it's been 4 months. I gotta admit this 4 months has been the most productive period in my life. Being worned out by the long working hours and overwhelmed by the stress/pressure. My job duties are way more than what it should have been. Each task involves money and should be done with extra cautious and accuracy. Of course I did make mistakes, I'm not perfect. Mistakes which caused the bank to lose not hundreds but thousands. During those time, I would be sweating even in my sleep. Nevertheless, I'm proud of what I have achieved during my time here. Credit goes to my colleagues for being there for me. THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES.

Soon it's gonna be time for me to serve my country, not something I'm proud to do. I believe I can accomplish even more things in that 2 years. Oh well, this would be a pointless arguement as I don't have a choice, hah!

I'm living through my days doing things I need to do or obligated to do. That isnt the life I'm seeking for but is life really full of choices? What makes life sucks is when independance is not attainable. Why do I say so? The more independent you are, the more dependant others will be on YOU. So what's left in the end? This only applies to certain class of people.

oh-so-bright.

wantlist. (:

YOUR WANTLIST HERE.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: