[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

I can still picture myself in my secondary school classroom with my fellow classmates. It feels like my secondary school days were just yesterday. But when I do a reality check, it has been 4 years. Being at the age of 15, I didn't really care about what my future would be like. Turning 21 this year, I have to pay serious attention to my plans for the future. I believe most of my poly friends who are going to graduate are facing this problem.

So what are my plans? I am still holding on to the same dream of becoming a Commercial Airline Pilot. I have already sent in an application and awaiting reply. It is extremely risky if I do not have a back-up option. Another alternative would be signing on with the Singapore Police Force. I'll be scheduled an interview somewhere this month. Reason for joining SPF is simple. NO WAY am I going to draw NS pay. The amount is ridiculously little. Joining SPF helps me keep in shape too with all the regular trainings. Not to forget, the abundance amount of benefits you gain from being a government dog =)

I'm very happy with the changes in the current me. A friend of mine once told before that a Libra knows how to balance between doing the right thing and the wrong. If a Libra does go astray, he will be able to get back on the right track. I've totally stopped going club or go drinking with my friends. Motive for going club for guys is simply, pick up girls or getting involve with mischief. I got dealt with a very big blow but yet a valuable lesson from my previous relationship. Another reason why I stopped is because I do have a handful of friends who frequent clubs. The side-effects of such activity is not visible to them but I can clearly see them. Why go club to pick up girls? So you can impress them by saying... "I'm a frequent clubber and i'm hell of a good drinker." Those type of girls can be found in quantities but quality is close to none. So picking up a girl of no quality, what's the great deal about it? One night stand is a shameful act which has been deemed as an "acceptable" action. When you're called a dickhead, it means you're tremendously dumb. So don't let your dickheads control you. =)

oh-so-bright.