Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Miraculously I been staying at home for the past 5 days. Don't wanna burn my cash anymore since I've not been working alot lately. I spend more than what I earn, help me! Staying at home has many benefits, I save $$, get to watch more TV shows, cut down smoking by ALOT(1 a day, depending if anyone could spare me a stick)....no point buying a packet since I'm fasting.

I feel lonely of course, staying home and rotting. Been doing reflections too about how I have changed since I entered Poly. How can I rate it? Nothing? Little? So-so? Alot? I feel negative when I think about this so I guess not much has been achieved. People really do change their habits from Secondary school to tertiary. When I first saw my friends changing for the worse, I despised them. Now I'm in no position to despise them.

My actions are based alot on body languages. How the person react decides my next action. I'm not sure if this is a good habit or not. Jia En told me I'm toying with peoples' feelings by doing so, playing with people around. I couldn't explain my way out but my intention isnt as what she said. I can be quite an insensitive person. By studying a person's body language, I'm actually thinking twice before I say or do something. Well, this is my explaination ~_~

oh-so-bright.

wantlist. (:

YOUR WANTLIST HERE.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: