[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Been down on my luck lately all due to falling sick, VERY sick. Last Wednesday I started having cough, blocked nose and on/off fever. I thought it would get better by the next day or two but hell no, it got worse. I kept coughing and coughing till my throat went sore. Even swallowing of saliva was painful. Went to see the doctor on Friday and she said my throat was inflamed and gave me some medicine. The worse part has yet to come. Few hours after I consumed the medicine, I had sore eyes! My cough and blocked nose didnt get better, just that my throat wasn't that painful anymore. On Sunday, I had work at 9am. Was still feeling unwell but I thought I would be strong enough to pull through the 15 hour shift. When the dinner event started, I couldn't stop coughing even though guests were around. Tried my best to control my cough. At around 9pm, I had this sudden urge to vomit. Rushed to the toilet and all that came out was saliva....with a small stain of blood. I was shocked and damn scared. At that same time, I felt something rushing up towards my nose. Quickly pulled out some tissues and blew my nose. Was DAMN shocked to see the whole tissue stained with blood. I blew my nose again and the blood was still flowing out. I was feeling very scared and helpless at that point of time. Had no choice but to stop work and headed home.

I will be leaving for Kuala Lumpur tomorrow to visit some relatives and do some shopping there till Friday.

It is really damn obvious you are keeping things from me. Things you are not feeling comfortable with. Time and again, you choose to keep it to yourself. Casting me aside and trying to make everything look normal. I feel lost again. What am I suppose to do now? My dear Michelle, pls save me from all this...

oh-so-bright.

exits. (:

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