Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

People are getting the WRONG impression of me that I'm a flirt. Even IF you insist I am, flirting is a two way thing. Don't straightaway pass such an insulting judgement on me. Why are flirts being despised? Cos they toy with girls feelings with their sweet honeyed words? I don't regard my words as sweet or honeyed, they're just honest comments. And you think I'm the kind who TOY with girls feelings? Omg, I know how traumatic being emotionally hurt can be. Why would I wanna do that to others? An act of revenge? I aint a revengeful person though I been labeled as that by someone before. =)

Few months ago, Sharon told me that "feelings run through me very fast." Those exact same words are still ringing in my head. Those words somehow hit a nail on my head. I felt some truth to it but is it the truth? I admit that I do have feelings for two girls now, 1 is my beloved talisa and Clar. My feelings for them don't run through me fast. But does it mater? One is avoiding me like as though I'm some irritant, the other is attached. Where feelings is concerned, it can get very complicated. Deep down inside I know who I seek who but I lack the drive...the motivation to push forward.

I've squeezed myself dry,
I'm out of words,
I'm out of actions.
You want me to move on,
Sure I will...
But...
Only if you allow me to take you with me.
You think I got a menu of girls,
No I don't.
Having a menu means you can choose which one you like,
and you'll get it.
I don't want to have a menu.
I only want to have you.
I wanna to relive those moments
and make them last.
It might all sound like a fairytale to you.
But I hope as hope is all I have now,
I hope we could start all over again.
What am I without you?
Where am I without you?
Who was there when I was down and out?

Fyi, each time I go to the ATM, the pin that I key in would bring back those wonderful memories =)

oh-so-bright.

wantlist. (:

YOUR WANTLIST HERE.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: