[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Friday, May 25, 2007

Havent got the time to get a new blogskin. I know I've told many ppl that I will link them up. Don't worry! I got all your blog webbies saved in my comp. But the bad news is my internet is currently down.

So how did I fare for my BTT? P-A-S-S-E-D! I was damn happy sia. When I sat for my e-trial at 1pm, I only scored 80% which means fail. You need to score a minimum of 90% to pass. I was so disgruntled and demoralised, didnt have confidence for the real test which was starting at 2pm. I only had half an hour left so I studied my book thoroughly. When I went up to the test room, I was 10 minutes late. I'm supposed to be there 15 mins b4 test starts. Everyone was already sitted in the class and the instructor told me to wait outside. At that point of time, I was so sad and scared I won't be able to take the test. At 2pm, the instructor called me in and did a quick briefing of what I had to do. The pressure was tremendous at that point of time. I told myself to stay calm and focus on the computer screen! Cos during the e-trial test, I got distracted by 2 girls sitting opposite me =X .... Anyway, the questions asked in the BTT were damn easy. I didnt wanna get too complacent though. When the window popped to ask me, "Are you sure you want to end this test now?" , that was the most scary moment. Intense pressure!!! I was filled with fear all over, fear of failing. When I sat for the E-trial, I saw the word FAILED. So when I clicked on OK, I saw the word PASSED smacked right in the middle of the computer screen. I wanted to SHOUT out loud a big YES but stopped myself as everyone were still doing their test. I looked at the instructors and they both smiled at me. I was the last one to go in but first one to finish, lol. I took barely 10 mins to finish up the 50 questions. Genius or lucky? I think it's a mixture of both. Almost half the questions that came out for my E-Trial came out in the BTT as well. =D ... Thanks to Jo and Syarifah for accompanying me that day!

oh-so-bright.