[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

How did I spend April Fool's day? Rotting and just keeping myself busy at home. I didn't go out at all! Miracle.... Since I had so much spare time, I decided to do some packing. Packing stuffs which meant alot to me. First, I look through all the things Clar gave me and kept them neatly in a box. Following that, I started looking through the things Talisa gave me. There are ALOT of things, considering the fact that we were together for 2 years++. I almost broke down into tears. It's hard to accept some facts about reality, I admit I'm still in denial. I found the handphone chain which Talisa gave me and hooked it onto my phone. The very next day, guess what happened? I was on the phone with Elizabeth while boarding the MRT and I bumped into reality. I saw her sitting at the corner of the train. Immediately, I hung up the phone and sat beside her. It's been over a YEAR since I saw her and talk to her. All of a sudden, I felt like the missing part of my life was found. I felt complete. I admit it was rather emotional, plenty of emotions were stirring up deep inside. But I kept my cool and kept chatting. Sigh...before I could talk more, I had to alight. I felt like as though I was on a bullet train, not the MRT. I had to bid farewell to Talisa, not knowing when I could have this chance again.

My mind's at whirl. I admit I know who I want, but the problem is....I can't be wanting to have more than 1. It won't be fair. I've to make up my mind, I've to make a decision. A wish changes nothing but a decision changes everything =)

oh-so-bright.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends

*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me