When a relationship ends up in the ruins, who is to blame? Sorry to say but I don't play this blaming game. I don't feel angry nor do I hate you. What's the point? Things were already not looking so well even before the study week. I told myself to wait till exams are over before we could talk things out. I admit I was looking forward to the outing yesterday because I still had this glimmer of hope that after we sorted things out, the earlier scenario would happened.

Held back my tears throughout the whole time I was with you. Tears rolled down my cheeks when I got into the cab but it didn't last for long. I felt numb. I braced myself up because I was on my way to a chalet and it wouldn't be nice to get emo in front of so many people. At times when you've been strucked by a blow and you feel like shit, do not be alone. Be surrounded by people. Being emotionally detached after a trauma is not a healthy response.