[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Some lines from the song, "Way back into love," helps me to express my thoughts and feelings.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

I been very busy working lately. Although it's the semester holiday now, I'm still not in that holiday mood. I lost interest in the usual routines that I do like arcade, drinking and clubbing. Those can take up alot of time....and money as well. Luckily I got work to keep me busy, else I'll be so bored and end up emo-ing.

A couple of days ago, I finished reading a book "A child called IT." Thanks to Sharon for lending me that book! I must admit the storyline is very disturbing. From a warmth and happy family, things slowly turned sour.....and I mean REAL SOUR. Imagine your existence in the family not being acknowledge and you're regarded as an IT. Having to sleep in garage, given only 1 meal every 2-3 days or even up to a week and the meal consist of leftover food either from the other family members or the leftovers from the DOGS. Forced to do house chores within a time limit. Always being abused in every possible way you can think of. Locked in the toilet with poisonous gas, stabbed in the stomach and made it seemed like an accident, verbal abuse, forced to eat manure and being totally deprieved from childhood. So what happens in the end? -Amen- , that's how the author ended the story, leaving me feeling so disturbed. I'm sure there're such cases happening around the world. I should count myself lucky =)

oh-so-bright.