Wednesday, March 07, 2007
I don't like the idea of rotting at home or going out. It's a total waste of time and money. How should I spend my holidays? I already made my bookings for this week and next. The amount of days I'm working is pathetic. This week is thurs, fri and sun. Next week is friday, sat and sun. So what am I supposed to do for the other days? I'm gonna try finding job at other hotel banquet departments.
I'm so hurt by what you said to me last night, especially the dark past and shameful part. How could you say such a thing? Mostly bad things happened? You wish to have nothing more to do with me? SIGH.... I really feel like I'm a gone-case. I been trying to help myself time and again but I didnt succeed even once. Am I of any help to mankind or am I a big hindrance? Will I even be successful in life? I dun wish to end up being a burden to others. But I think that I'm already burdening others.... -_-!!!!!!
oh-so-bright.

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com
[Introduction]
*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends
*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me