Thursday, January 11, 2007
Go ahead and pass judgements about me after the sinful things I've done to my dear Clar. Though I find it irritating at times, I deserve it. But if anyone gets too nasty with their comments, I will turn nasty. It doesn't have to be only comments, body languages are included as well. If you got some nice advices, go ahead. I love getting advices from people.I'm glad I've finally make up my mind and I'm standing by the decision I've made. Ever since, I felt much more happier and relief. Your big heart and nobleness has touched me completely. I'm left speechless. But I'm more determined and confident about the girl that I've decided to settle down with.
With you, I see my future. It'll be damn stupid of me to give up someone like you. I should be ashamed of what I've done. I know I can find no better girl out there. I've come to realised how fortunate I am to have found you. I feel very blessed. To be given chance after chance due to my sinful actions, I should really count myself lucky. My dear Clar, you're one of a kind. The factors that I feared MOST in a relationship has been gotten rid by you. You're so different, the level of your understanding is at it's peak. Trust and understand is 2 of the most key ingredients to make a ship work out. You've proven enough that you both trust and understand me. Now I need a chance and your patience for me to prove to you that i'm the YangGuang you once knew. Nono, in fact.... I'm gonna be an even better YangGuang than the one you knew at first.
Each time I hold your hand or have you in my arms, I'm gonna imagine that there's no tomorrow. I'll transfer over whatever warmth & love that's inside of me to you. I want you to feel blessed, loved and appreciated. Punish me in whatever ways you want to. I'll do them willingly for a simple reason..... I love you =)
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