[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Beeeeeeeeen so busy for past few weeks! Workshops, camps, open house, projects, exams and my little woman's birthday is coming. Right now I'm focusing on my projects and my little woman's 18th birthday. So much to do yet so little time....and my money's running out as well. I can't be working for now if not I'll be damn tired. I don't care.....once the semester break starts, I'm gonna chiong and chiong my work all da way! Gonna be inactive from school events and stuff. Missed those days when I could clock 70 hours of work in a week. Can't wait for Chinese New Year as well, the pay is gonna be $12 an hour!

Past weeks, I been controlling the number of sticks I smoke a day. Each day, I set a maximum number of sticks I can smoke. For this week, I can only smoke a maximum of 4 a day. This is damn stress la.....I usually smoke more than 10 sticks a day but now it's cut down to 4! The craving is damn strong, temptation is strong!!! Ever since I been cutting down, my appetite has grown alot, mood swings, fatigue etc. But luckily I'm always keeping myself busy to avoid feeling "funny."

Haiz, my dear Clar is sick.....The other day when I sent her back, she looked so weak. How I wish I could stay by her side 24/7 to take care of her. Hope u recover soon ok? *miss ya*

Dragos BBQ this saturday.....don't know whether to go or not. Still got so many things to settle. I feel that I ought to go cos I so long neva mix with them and....I forgot most of their names =X .

Anyway, so many things have been happening with the EnthuzeeX. I don't really care abt the conflicts that is existing between EX and other groups or conflicts that are gonna surface. My only main concerns are that the people in EX to be happy. So much fun is available when you're in EX! I dun know why la....but seeing my fellow mates troubled or sad gets me emotional. I guess I'm falling in love with them =X ........... Being in EX is like being in a LifeSkill School, there is so much to learn. This reason is good enough to make me stay in EX for the rest of my life in TP.

Yesterday and for the next few days, I gotta wake up extra early to send my niece back to her house b4 heading to school. I love my niece, she's so cute! Ok this paragraph is rather random. My point is, I LOVE BABIES!!!! *winks at Clar, get the hint?* =D

oh-so-bright.