[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Monday, December 11, 2006

It's 3.20am but I'm still wide awake! Who asked me to be a pig on Sunday and slept for more than 20 hours! I slept till lunch time, woke up to eat and used comp a while and then went back to sleep.....slept till dinner time to eat and then slept till 11pm! It's been so long since I've become a pig. My dad will be flying off to China in a couple of hours. I'll be home alone for a whole week! Hope he'll enjoy himself in China.....he needs a good break.

No one has a clue how much I miss home-cooked dishes. People say that the best food is found at hawker centres or restaurants. In my opinion, the best food is food cooked at home. Food prepared outside home lacks the "love" ingredient put in. My daily meals are all outside food. I'm not cut out to cook. I still remember a couple of months back, I tried to cook chicken soup. Guess how long I took? 5 blardy hours! Poor dad and sis had to wait for so long and.....the chicken soup tasted blend in the end ^_^ ... My dear Clar prefers someone who can cook so what should I do? Anyone out there willing to coach me? You gotta be someone patient though! I'm scared of fire and the smell of raw fish puts me off! I feel a little digusted having to cut those onions, gingers, chillis etc, LOL! Cos my hand will be having those weird weird feeling and the smell CMI! My nose is kinda sensitive....

I never smoke a single stick today so that shows I AM NOT ADDICTED! That is a fact. I'm not addicted at all but I'm TEMPTED. I got too many smoker friends. When I'm with them, they'll smoke. So when they smoke, I'll ask for a stick and another one....and another one. Geez...

So many workshops and camps to attend during the term break. All this means lesser time for work, no income and more scrimping to do. I need to find alternatives cheap entertainment!

I have learned not to worry about love;
But to honor its coming with all my heart.
Love is not a matter of counting the years...
But making the years count.
You may only be one person to the world
But you may also be the world to one person.
A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see, it's you and me
Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.

Love me without fear
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions
For a love so free....
Will never fly away.

Love my dear Clar =)

oh-so-bright.