Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

The whole day has been a mind struggle for me. From the minute I saw you, I so wanted to hold your hands but I couldn't decide whether to do it or not. Firstly, I fear you would feel uncomfortable about it. Second, I didn't have the balls too -.- ..... Holding your hand was the only thing on my mind throughout the train journey and at Siloso Beach. Today I wasn't my usual self, I tried to be the active crazeeee me but I was distracted. I admit at times, I wanted to just drag you away from the group and take you to an island where there is only US =X .... When you told me you had to go home, I was SO happy cos the 1st thing on my mind was to send you home. I don't mind not going for dinner and movie with the rest, all I wanted was to have you. Even as we left the group, I couldn't pluck out enough courage to take your hand until I told myself... "Take it now or never." And weeeeee, I finally held it. Good job to Ridhwan? Or don't be such a mouse next time? =X .... Holding your hand took me a long time and alot of courage to do so, I had no idea where I got the courage from to give you a hug following that. No words to describe the feeling of having you in my arms. You said it was a tight hug, I'm sorry if I used too much energy. To me, it was a passionate one cos I was expressing my feelings through the warmth of my hands and body.

In case anybody is wondering who am I talking about, the person is Clarissa. The special someone who just wouldn't leave my mind for the past week =)

Eh..... I wanna blog abt the Sentosa Outing but I don't have the pictures yet! -.-

oh-so-bright.

wantlist. (:

YOUR WANTLIST HERE.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: