Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.
'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.
I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.
I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.
You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.
I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.
Monday, November 27, 2006
The very first video I made for someone with the help of Ning. Thanks alot ya? My actual plan didn't went smoothly though but it's ok! I was rather upset when the video hanged while Clar was watching it. Of all times, why must it hanged while she was viewing it? I viewed it at least 20 times before leaving for school to ensure everything was alright. I wanted to cry, but I held back my tears while I was with my friends. Nvm, don't dwell over it. So what if the plan didn't go smoothly? At least I tried. Failure isn't gonna make me give up or concede defeat!
Hmm, due to sleepless nights and feeling full all the time cos neva eat........I'm now 56kg! From 61kg, now down to 56kg. My record low was 52kg after an operation. When I was 52kg, I could see my 6 packs ok! Now it's....ONE WHOLE PACKAGE. So I gotta lose 4 more kg. My throat and stomach is always feeling funny though. I don't care, I'm gonna shed those extra pounds of mine. I just saw the Sentosa pictures.....I'm the only one with ONE PACK. *heart-breaking* lol.
It doesn't matter how long I have to wait cos my mind is already made up. My close friends and family know how faithful I am once my mind is made up. I'm still surprised and shocked that we've come to this far, it's like a dream. It's all happening so fast. But rest assured, I'm not playing with you. For now, I will go slower cos I don't wish to trap you in a corner. Breathing space is what I want you to have. My hand is yours to hold, My warmth is yours to feel, You have the key to my heart For you to unlock the door at will. -Your One and Only Yang Guang
