[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Monday, November 06, 2006

Should I or should I have not work last night? I still haven't recharge fully after I came back late from clubbing the other day. Yesterday I started work at 5.30pm, guess what time I ended? 5am! I don't know what made me decide to work till so late. I seriously didn't enjoy myself during work. My side station was so far from the main entrance and my group only has one guy, ME! The norm is, a group will have 2 guys and 2 girls. The guys has to be the "runner" where alot of physically challenging work is done. It was a total test of endurance, my hand was already numb at some point but I had to endure. I also freaking hate the auntie in my group! She's SUPER DOOBER bossy and fucked-up. One guest asked me to serve him wine, then the auntie ordered me to do something else. I told her to help me serve the wine, she told me not to be KAYPOH. Then a similar situation happened, she just told me to go do my work. She also kept hurrying me, "Faster faster faster." Don't rush me for goodness sake! I dare to say that I did my job well! I picked up the food on time, clear the food on time etc. It was only ONCE that I forgot to pick up the empty side plates for the guest. Speaking about side plates/saucer, they're a killer man. I had to pick up 240 side plates and 80 saucers by myself. I've yet to master the art of carrying the Oval Tray. Each time I carry the Oval tray with one hand, my hand gets numb becos the whole weight seems to be acting on that hand and not my shoulder. Anyway, I don't really hate that auntie la, lol. I understand why she was like that. She did her job well, without her I would have died. Ok so the event ended around midnight and I still had 5 more hours to go. At around 2am, I was DEAD tired. I couldn't do anything properly, my eyes were closing and my legs were giving way. Endure, endure, endure....the only word flowing through my mind.

Anyway, sometimes I wonder whether the change in me is good or bad. The question is, "Is it better to be more open-minded or conservative?" There is definitely a change in the way I treat people and how people start to treat me. And I'm enjoying it, every bit of it. Argh, I'm running late. It's 2.40pm and I got school at 3pm so....bye! =D

oh-so-bright.