Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Should I have a change of lifestyle? With the amount of money I earn from my work and allowances, I can actually have loads of savings in my bank. BUT with the current lifestyle I have, there is no way for me to have any savings in my bank. I talked to Jia En yesterday about my savings plan, she's willing to help me. The biggest obstacle would be adapting to the change. Stay away from arcades, eat cheaper food instead of fast food restaurants, less entertainments etc. Basically, I'll either be at home or work. The minimum amount that I gotta save a month is $300, where $400 is the actual target. This is VERY possible, it's whether I wanna do it or not.

Today I went to Pasir Ris with my friends. Each time I'm in Pasir Ris, streams of memories will start flowing through my mind. Memories of me and Talisa. After chatting with my buddy under his void deck, I called her up. I was hoping I could meet up with her. Kept calling and calling but she didn't pick up. But at last she did.....haiz, she couldn't meet up cos she was somewhere else. Really really miss you.

@ Jia En: On the day we meet, you just gotta be yourself. Don't try and be someone different to make me think you're special. Don't worry about me being disappointed cos you don't meet up to my expectations or what.....it doesn't matter at all. I wanna see your true colours that day, I dislike people who put on a false front just to "impress" others.

oh-so-bright.

wantlist. (:

YOUR WANTLIST HERE.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: