Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

I'm so glad that Jeff has finally straightened out his thinkings. I hope you'll be back to your usual self soon. This past few months has been pretty emotional for him. He is right by saying that people around him gets afftected. At times, I'm VERY angry and disappointed with his actions. During certain situations where I know the end result will be disastrous, I still gave him my support. Me being angry with him doesn't mean I hate him. I don't hate him, I hate myself. I hate myself for not doing enough to knock senses into him and prevent him from getting hurt. I also hate myself for not doing enough to cheer you up. It was quite hard on me at times cos I too feel the pain when I see him all upset. I just hope he doesn't regard me as a hindrance at any point of time.

Went to work today...... I admit my mood was kinda horrible. I don't know why but when I saw certain things that were happening at work, it somehow disturbed me alot. I'm starting to think of Talisa alot again. All those funny questions are starting to run through my mind yet again. Is it possible for me to give her one final hug before it's goodbye forever?

oh-so-bright.

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Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: