[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Sigh, I knocked my head against a table extension while working on Thursday. Till now, my head is still bruised and hurting bad. If by Monday it still hurts, I'll drop by the Polyclinic. Painful lesson.....Next time after I already put down the table extension, I will never turn back and head to the exit immediately. What happened that day was, after I already placed down the table extension, I turned to head for the exit. But I didn't know another guy who was carrying the table extension was standing behind me. BOOM! My head knocked into the table extension. I dropped dead on the floor for a second, my head was spinning and my vision was blurish. I felt so weak all of a sudden. But I challenged myself, I forced myself to continue working after taking a short rest. I even worked OT that night, luckily there wasn't anything much to be done. I told Jia En just now, hope it's not a blood clot or something.

The other day I went down to JB with my friends. We spent one whole day there. I'm just gonna talk about the ring I bought. I was scouting the shopping mall for a ring and found a ring which really has alot of meaning. The ring is made up of 2 parts, inner and outer ring. They can be detached from each other. On the outer ring, there is a message engraved... "Only love you." When you detach the outer ring, there is a message engraved on the inner ring... "Stay with me." My dear Talisa, those 2 lines are words from my heart. Even though I bought the ring myself, it means ALOT to me. I was thinking....that ring would make such a perfect couple ring. But too bad, we can't have it as one. If we do get back together someday, I'll bring you to JB and buy one for you. Why do I think of you so much? Why am I missing you so much? I forgot when we separated...was it in February or something? It's been 8 months since separated but WHY IS MY HEART STILL CLINGING ON TO YOU? Why why why? I wanna experience TRUE and REAL happiness but I can only do so with YOU. At times I'm happy but the kind of happiness I get is different. Few weeks ago when we were on the phone, you asked why I sounded so gentle and why I sounded like I'm talking to my gf. U know why? Cos I'm experience real happiness. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Screw this life, screw the aftermath of the break-up. Sigh...

You live both in my heart and mind.
R & T 1314

oh-so-bright.