Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Monday, October 30, 2006

I'm still depressed over the fact that I couldn't attend the camp. I was so looking forward to it. The organiser assigned me to be a facilitator. I don't have much clue what I'm supposed to do but it's quite a big role. Farhan told me facilitators are like the cream of the crop. Other than that, I was looking forward to be with the ESC camp mates I was with during the holiday. I LOVE BEING WITH THEM, each and every one of them! Before I went for that camp, I didn't feel like going. But during the camp, I wish that the camp would never end. Yes, that type of feeling was so......heavenly? Sigh.....if only my head was in good condition that day.

Anyway, I had a long Saturday. Saturday was the advanced celebration of Halloween which falls on Tuesday. There were so many people in "out of the extraordinary" costumes in town. When me and my friends sat down in Village, there was a Halloween party going on. There was a group of people who dressed up like Dracula, Vampire, French Maids, Prisoner, Angels, Devils, Babies etc. My fav. was the baby! Ok la, the french maid and prisoner were kinda hot too. Sizzling hot rather. =X .......... After that we went on to watch "Exiled" at Cineileisure, fantastic movie....so many great actors and the storyline was great. The show is M18 for a reason, and that reason I can't say! Hehe.... I can still remember that "M18" scene. I only came home at 6.30am, played game and slept at 9+am...omg! After I get up, I had to go visit my auntie who lives just next block. I love her cooking man, I simply love home-cooked food. She cooked prawns, vegetable and CRAB! Been donkey years since I ate crab and ate rice with my hands =X

oh-so-bright.

wantlist. (:

YOUR WANTLIST HERE.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: