Sunday, October 15, 2006
How did I get the name doob? Here's the story.... d{0_O}b was my mIRC nickname. So that's how doob came about. =D
Today's event was a fund raising occassion, guest of honor was President Nathan. This is the 2nd time I'm seeing him this week. Is that what our President is always busy with? Attending functions, lol. But I enjoyed my work today becos I was serving the tables beside President Nathan's table. I was there serving his bodyguards. During that time, I imagine myself being the President and having bodyguards protecting me, hehe. I was trying to have eye contact with the President, hoping to get a smile from him but nah it didn't happen.
Sigh, all of a sudden I feel so down. I'm reflecting on my actions for the past few days. What's the point of getting to know more gals? Totally no point. Like I said in my previous entry, Talisa lives in both my heart and mind.
I been making mistakes this past few days also. Few days ago, I broke a couple of bowls. Today I broke a cup. Just now when I took taxi home, the fare was $16 but I paid $8 only! I didn't do it on purpose. And also, my dad was writing an essay on Microsoft Word. Guess what I did? I switched off the computer by accident! Zzzzzz....
My dear Talisa, I miss you so much. How I yearn to go back to the past and re-live the sweet times we had together. I wish I'm strong enough to endure all adversities in a relationship. And wtf is wrong with me? Wanting to go back to the past? I'm supposed to be moving on, live for the present and future. I can't wait for my life to end, then there'll be nothing else to care about.
The other day Jia En had a serious talk with me. She said that I spend too much time with Jeff and company. I should spend more time with my buddies and treat them better. I admit I got different group of friends for different activities. So when I feel like doing a particular activity, I'll call out that group of friend. Jia En is right about me being selfish.
@ Adrian:- Trust me bro, a promise is a promise. I promised you to take care of Jia En. If I'm out to take advantage of her, I won't have introduced my buddies to her. And fyi, my buddies are the very innocent type. In short, frogs in a well. Trust me on that =)
oh-so-bright.
