Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Monday, October 30, 2006

Fuck my headache, fuck the polyclinic and fuck the hospital. There is OBVIOUSLY something wrong with my head but the blardy doctors say NOTHING IS WRONG. How can that be? Do you have any clue what is it like to have headaches every single day? Not ordinary headaches mind you, it's those type where you feel like your head is gonna explode any moment. I eat the medicine from polyclinic, no effect. Hospital gave me a stronger dose of medicine, there's effect but the headache keeps coming back! I'll be out of pills in 2 days. Must you wait till I drop dead on the floor before you finally do a thorough check-up? Argh, I wanna die anyway. Cause of death - HEADACHES

Anyway, today a couple of friends accompanied me to watch Death Note. Fantastic movie but I enjoyed the company of my friends more. Thanks alot for the company! I hope you guys enjoyed my "entertainment" tonight, lol. Today I was in a fantastic movie, causing me to be super hyper. But then my head started hurting so the more active I was, the more painful it became. I told myself to bear with it, I tried.... I could tell you guys had loads of fun anyway, there were so much laughter though we were only together for a couple of hours, hehe.

Tell you guys a secret.....I've put on WEIGHT. 2 bloody kg. Ok that's so inevitable judging from the amount of food I been eating this past weeks and the amount of "workout" I been doing. I can only remember going for my daily jogs at the start of fasting month. That's the LAST time I did something, omg. Gotta start my engine running again, I still got a target to meet! I wanna clock below 11 minutes for my 2.4km. The last time I ran 2.4km during fasting month, it was 11m 17s. I'm close!

oh-so-bright.

wantlist. (:

YOUR WANTLIST HERE.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: