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Friday, September 01, 2006

To Denise: I'm so sorry for triggering that button of yours. Little did I expect you to react that way. Go ahead and vent it out on me if you must, you'll feel better after letting it out. I didn't know you were going through so much of those horrible incidents. You reminded me of how harsh reality is. Do take note of what I told you just now. Don't dwell on it anymore okie? If I'm a jerk like those guys you come across in the streets, I won't even be bothering to talk to you after I bumped into you that day. Need a listening ear or a shoulder? I'm right here. Actually from your past few entries, I know that something is stressing you up. I didn't query becos in one of your entry ages ago, you mentioned about you getting irritated when people keep asking you stuffs abt the things you blogged. Cheer up... =)

Finally my exams are over! Today's paper started at 9.30am. When I got up at 7am, I felt like as though my body hasn't rested for decades. Thanks to all the help I got, today's paper was relatively easy. The person who deserves the most credit is Ridwan, lol. I got a friend name Ridwan also. I bumped into him yesterday and dragged him to stay in school with me till 7.30pm. This morning, I called him and asked him to come school early to help me again. Thanks alot bro!

Right after I left the examination room, Jeff called me. I had to take a cab down his place to collect 3 bags of clothes to send for laundy service at my block. Thanks alot jeff for the jeans!...and the mickey mouse shirt. I felt like as though I just went shopping. At the start of this year, I didn't own a single pair of jeans. Now I got 6, woohooo. I can just focus on getting shirts now. Visited Comex with a couple of friends but didn't stay there for long. Everyone was tired and wanted to go back. I decided to go Pasir Ris Park to chill and guess what? The rest followed suit. It's VERY unexpected, lol. How often do you visit the park with your friends? When I was in the park, I cant believe Falfen, Kenneth and Connie were with me. Connie from her house came down to the park. So nice of her. Anyway, we didn't stay there for long either. Got attacked by tiredness, hornets and mosquitoes! So in the end everybody went home.

Will be going to Ministry of Sound tomorrow, my 3rd or 4th time. I don't know why I always don't feel like going. But each time when I'm already there, the feeling will be the complete opposite. I remember the last time I went there, I danced non-stop for 2-3 hours the minute I stepped inside. Felt like as though I was on top of the world. I didn't even drink! I only smoked and that got me high enough. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......

I'm soooooo tired but I don't know why I'm not sleeping yet. But I believe once I shut my eyes, they'll be shut for a long time. Enjoy your holidays people!

I actually planned to go Pasir Ris Park after my exams long ago. Sooooooo much memories are left behind there. Earlier, I walked past the places we always frequent. I wanted to cry, but my friends were around. I kept it all inside and only let it all out while I showered just now. I hope tomorrow I can let it out through some means tomorrow. The previous time, I actually cried for a long time in MOS. I doubt my friends realised it cos it was dark and I pretended to be sleeping. Miss you =)

oh-so-bright.