Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Jia En gave me a wake up call again this morning. We talked for about an hour before deciding to ask Nicholas to join us. So we had a conference, lol. Lots of fun and laughter man! It's a good way to start of the day.

I had a lecture at 2pm but I didn't wanna go alone so I asked Jojo to accompany me. I told her if she accompany me, I'm all hers for the rest of the day. She agreed, lol. Thanks for accompanying me, Jo! After the lecture, she sent me to her friend's house to help him with a subject. Guess where she went? Meet her bf, leaving me alone lol. But nvm la, I know that guy anyway.

Dropped by Century Square arcade after that cos I had a feeling my friends would be there. Saw some of my team mates whom I've not met for a long time. They accompany me go eat my dinner and then walked me home, lol. It was nice chatting with you guys!

I'm looking forward to tomorrow becos I'm going kayaking with my friends! Hehe, it would be a nice gathering as many of my Secondary School mates will be going. Has been a long time since I went kayaking also. Will be going over to my mum's place after that. I miss her alot, it's been 2 weeks since I last saw her.

I'm also looking forward to Friday becos my good old buddy Bryan will be taking me out for buffet + movie + arcade, weeeee!!! It'll be an advanced birthday celebration for me. I won't be free on my birthday cos I'm working on that day. I deliberately choose to work on that day becos I don't deserve a celebration. I still remember during my birthday last year, I celebrated it with her. I didn't appreciate the things she did for me and made her cry in the end. So this year, to atone for my sin I'll be working. Dear, I'm still sorry abt what I did.

A few of my friends offered me a stick today, I turned them down. The temptation was VERY hard to resist but I still did. I was telling Jia En earlier on, it's hard to stop smoking completely all of a sudden. I wanted to take just 1 or 2 puffs but I stopped myself. It might be hard but then it's NOT impossible. Need all the support I can get. And to those who knows I'm quitting smoking, can you PLS NOT OFFER ME A STICK? Else I'll shove one stick down your throat. ^_^

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Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: