[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Internet has been cut again, oh well. I'm in school right now waiting for the arrival of my friend to teach me some stuffs. I got lots to write about what I've been doing for the past couple of days. But I think I'm just gonna write about what happened yesterday, lol. Actually I wanna say lots of thanks to Bryan, my buddy, for giving me an early birthday celebration yesterday. Although he made me wait for 3 hours, I enjoyed myself in the end. He first brought me to Seoul Garden for our lunch, weeeeee. Took lots of pictures but I can't upload it. We talked ALOT during the meal, never had such a heavy conversation with him for a long long time. After the meal we took a cab down to Suntec. Oh my, I felt like an emperor. During the cab ride, he was talking to Jia En on the phone. I told her to give him a tongue-lashing for making me wait for hours but in the end they ended up chatting happily and making friends! Jia En told me she don't know how to scold ppl, she'll end up laughing instead. *bish* .... Visited the arcade at Suntec but kaoz, the darn rockfever machine spoil. Took a cab down to PS and the stupid rockfever machine also spoil! Went down to Bugis in the end.....

At Bugis arcade, I finally decided to play Maximum Tune. My hands were itchy, lol. I was able to break the machine's record but sigh, I'm still unable to beat my own record. Might be trying to break it later. One guy yesterday set a new record for himself. I've never talked to him before but I went to him to congratulate him and we talked a bit. Don't know why I went to approach him, I guess I felt very proud of him? After watching Marco play a few rounds of CW, I had to leave. Went back with Bryan, Steven and his friend. That Steven was feeling hungry and it was already 11.30pm, last train about to leave! So we all RAN from the arcade to the nearest 24 hour MacDonalds. Everybody was watching us. Geez, in the end he decided not to buy. *bish*

Dear, I read your email. Sorry I couldn't update my blog cos my internet is down. Anyway, today is the 4th consecutive day that I've not smoked. I still remember every word you said in the sms on my 2nd day of not smoking. "It's only two days, no big deal. Succeed and never go near it again." It sounds a bit harsh but anything from you is motivating. As each day pass, I'll tell myself the exact same lines you said me. "It's only four days, no big deal. Succeed and never go near it again." 4 days is a very short period but my believe in quitting smoking is deep. As long as you continue believing and supporting me, cigarettes will be a thing of the past. I'm suffering from alot of withdrawal symptoms now. Drank at least 20 mineral bottles for the past 3 days. I can't sleep at night cos my body feels so warm even when the fan is on. I feel terrible, uneasy at my chest area. The temptation and urge is always existing within me. So what helps me overcome all this? It's not my mind, it's you =)

oh-so-bright.