[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Monday, September 18, 2006

Another entry for today! Hmm, went over to Leonard's house around 12noon to get him to teach me MCT. After that they decided to play soccer! Omg, I didn't wanna play cos I just didnt feel like playing....but in the end I gave in cos if I dun play, there'll only be 3 ppl playing. Today before going to meet my friends, I had one mission. The mission is to make them laugh as much as possible and I hope I succeeded! Seeing them happy makes me lagi happy. Talking to Jia En also makes me happy! Hehe....then as we were leaving Leonard's hse for soccer, I received an sms from Shi Hui. Was feeling really joyous when I saw her msg but sigh, I wish I could have done more to get rid of her boredom. I felt so useless. Grrrrrr.... Anyway, less than 5 mins into the soccer game, I got injured! Stupid me, I went to save the ball with my knee. I felt pain but I ignored it. The next penalty taker was Nicholas....he shot the ball to my extreme left so I dived all the way there and landed ON MY KNEE! I was totally paralysed for a min then I had to go rest in a corner while watching my frens play. When we went back to Leonard's hse, Lionel helped me to rub oil on my swollen knee. I was screaming like mad!!! And guess wad my frens did? They kept laughing and laughing and....they took pictures of me screaming. Evil sia! Nicholas even wanted to record it down. Yea thanks guys, u make my day -_-

My friends have been telling me to quit smoking. I can tell that Jia En has alot of faith in me and she believes that I can quit smoking. Guys, I really really appreciate your concern and encouragement. I would feel very guilty if I let you guys down. Sigh, I shouldn't have started this habit. I'm not addicted yet but having a stick has become an alternative way for me to feel stress free. Today I could actually just smoke 1 or 2 sticks but something heavy was in my mind so I needed to feel free. Argh, excuses I know....

Anyway, I did something which is magical last night. I.....deleted my Shattered Galaxy game, lol. It's a big deal ok! I can spend my whole night and days playing it. I deleted it becos I gotta focus on my supp papers. No game means sleeping earlier and better concerntration. 2 weeks without Shattered Galaxy, I will miss it man! The game just had a reincarnation event which means all the characters will be back to Level 1. Missing 2 weeks of action is gonna make me lag behind but it's ok la. Exams more important =)

To that special someone: How I wish we could get click well. How I wish we could be closer. How I wish I got more things to say to you. How I wish I got more ideas. I really hope we can progress into something different. Am I expecting things to move too fast? But the pace we're moving at is already very slow! I guess I should do more but do what? Zzzzzz, these questions were flowing heavily through my mind today.

oh-so-bright.