[ you are my sunshine; my only sunshine . )

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Friday, August 25, 2006

When you ask me out and I turn you down, whether is it because I'm studying or just don't feel like going out.....what right have you got to get upset? The first reason you gave me to go Sembahwang was becos you want to show some fucker's face to me. Wtf? IF I am in the area, I don't mind. IF you're certain he is there, I might consider. What if I go there and he's not there? Oh great, lots of time wasted. You then gave me another reason. You heard that there're many skillful players there and you wanna thrash them. This line alone made me sick. Everyone knows you're good in the game. But if you're going to a place just to thrash the people there, it just shows how much you wanna flaunt your skills. And I don't like flaunt-ers! So am I supposed to cheer you on and laugh at those babies who got thrashed? Zzzzz.....Then came another reason. You're in a fucking bad mood and wants to pour out your troubles to me. I'm more than willing to sit down over a cup coffee and lend a listening ear. But you said you gotta go and thrash them cos when you're angry, your form is there. You don't even know who they are or whether they are there. So what is it that you want? Pour out your troubles or play game? If you're looking for challengers, I know plenty of people whom you can versus. And for your information, I was supposed to have lunch with Nicholas and maybe go his house. But because of you, he left while I was in a middle of a discussion with my Lecturer. I never even bother to call Nicholas and tell him off cos you know why? It's ok wad....he's free to do as he please. I don't expect him to be at my beck and call all the time. So stop making such a big fuss all the time. You respect ppl's decision, and ppl shall respect yours =)

I'm fucking sick and tired of arcades, get it? If you're the type of person who only goes to arcade, then be prepared to get turned down if you ask me out. And my advice to you is, get a fucking life.

And to those people who bother to vote for SG Idol, pls start using your brain cells and vote wisely! Mathilda and Nurul are very strong vocally. One of their image might not be attractive but pls la, you want someone to be attractive just so you can start fantasizing and wank over them? This is Singapore Idol, not some AV Idol. Either Joakim or Jasmine should have been voted off this week but instead Nurul got the sacked. (I'm a fan of Johnathan and Hadi btw, not Nurul.) But the truth is, Nurul is much more better than Joakim and Jasmine. They have those boy/girl next door looks but.....LOOKS? What has it got to do with SG Idol? I would say the importance of appearance is only 10%. Vocal gets the other 90%. Mediacorp has so many make-up artiste.....they can easily turn you from an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan in just over an hour with all those paintings on you. But how about vocals? No way can it be done overnight!

oh-so-bright.