Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

My weight remains unchanged, 60kg but my tummy is expanding at an alarming rate! It's been 2 weeks since I jogged. My appetite has increased for the past few weeks as well. Eat sleep smoke eat sleep smoke shit blah blah blah.....tummy expand lor. Luckily just now a guy approached me and asked me to join him for gym sessions everyday during the holidays. I agreed right away!

Haiz, for 2 days in a row....my dad took my money w/o my permission. It's so obvious man. I always leave just ONE note in my wallet and the very next morning, it's gone. Not the first time, it has become a habit for years now. The reason he takes is to give my sister as her pocket money. I can understand this but he doesn't even give me enough yet he still wanna take my money, zzz. I can understand his intention but I can't accept his actions. But in my opinion, he's still the best daddy I ever have. He has a van which he parks it at Pasir Ris Park cos it's free parking. Every morning he has to get up extra early to take bus to Pasir Ris Park. Imagine after a tiring day at work, he still gotta park his van and take bus home. He makes sacrifices for this family, I recognise that.

Last paper tomorrow, I'm sooooooo tired.

oh-so-bright.

wantlist. (:

YOUR WANTLIST HERE.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: