Tuesday, August 01, 2006
For the past few months, I've been trying to change myself into a completely different person. Not changing for the better but someone completely opposite from what I used to be. I got no reasons for wanting to do so. My mind is not at a right state at the moment.
Some changes that I have been trying to make:-
1) Smoke as much as I can
2) Shout at anyone when an opportunity comes.
3) Beat up anyone when an opportunity comes.
4) Get into rebounds, flirt, play around....in short, womanise.
Point 4 is the only point which I've not done. So when I ask myself whether am I happy about achieving the other 3 points, the answer is
NO! I had a long talk with Albert today. I gotta admit that the things he mentioned just now has helped me tune my mind a little. I will definitely keep those inspirational stories he told me in mind.
From today(2nd August) onwards, I'm gonna re-change myself back to the original Ridhwan and then change again to be someone better and not change for the worse. No more smoking, no more yelling and no more beating of people up.
oh-so-bright.

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com
[Introduction]
*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends
*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me