Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

It's 8am+ and I just returned home from town. I had a LONG Saturday.... Met up with Marco to give him some training but he just doesn't seem focus today. My team had a match at 9pm in Bugis. This was when my mood totally changed. We were beaten FLAT! Thrashed to the bits... I flared up at the whole team. I didn't care whether you are the advisor, the leader or whatever. I just shoot them. Out of 10 battles taken part, my team only won like...ONE? I can accept defeats, only IF we lose by a mere few points. This shows that there was competition during the battle. BUT to be beaten FLAT, it simply shows how much we suck. No matter how good I am, battles are all about team work. One man show won't help the team to triumph. Don't tell me that IT IS ONLY A GAME. You guys told me you wanna WIN. To win, you gotta have winning mentality and do what you have to do to WIN. My team mates are not maximising the resources that are readily available. This piss me off.....and from today onwards, I'm gonna be Mr Bad Guy.

Played a couple of rounds of Rock Fever with Bryan after that. We were supposed to go home together but I decided to ton with my friends. I'm so sorry Bryan!!! Later I make it up to you ok? Anyway, I had a great time tonning. Haha....actually what made it great was what happened at the later part. I was about to pay for my orange juice at the 7-11 but there was a HOT Caucasian gal who was heading same direction. So I told her to go first but she told me to go first so I made payment. Little did I expect her to talk to me while I was making payment...

Caucasian: Hey, are you a Singaporean?
Me: Yeah I am.
Caucasian: Wow, you're too good looking to be one.
Me: *smiles* thank you.

I was floating on cloud nine the moment she said that. I should have carried on the conversation! LOL...how to? When i was already swollen headed... She was damn hot! Spaggeti stripes and a MINI skirt which was so MINI! I missed a golden opportunity. Oh well...

oh-so-bright.

wantlist. (:

YOUR WANTLIST HERE.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: