Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

I will hug you when you're ill,
I will hug you when you've cried,
I will help you through the hardest times,
Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I hope you will enjoy
the new beginning of our journey
I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

I'm losing my direction, focus etc etc. I think I'm going to be debarred from one of my subject. And my Maths....I'm drifting so far from it. 2/5 subjects gone. I'm pretty sure I can get a distinction for Digital Fundamentals and hopefully a B for my Principles of Microwave and Telecom Principles. But if I were to do badly for the other 2 subjects, my GPA is bound to suffer. My target is 3GPA this semester. It's just so hard to focus...

My younger sister caught me smoking yesterday. She said I was walking right in front of her. Oh well, just hope my dad doesn't find out.

Celebrating Connie's birthday tomorrow.

I can still feel you within me, a very strong presence that is reluctant to go away. A kind of presence so strong that it can make me weak all over and lost. Is this presence good or bad? It's currently doing more damage than good now. What if I learn to accept this presence? It also means going back to the past. But is going back to the past what I seek for? I yearn for some things to happen but fear is getting the better part of me. Is there really no one who can help me except for myself?

oh-so-bright.

wantlist. (:

YOUR WANTLIST HERE.

exits. (:

[x]Clar Dearie E.X
[x]Atiqah Sister
[x]Farhan ESC
[x]Saidil E.X
[x]Karen E.X
[x]June E.X
[x]Baofa ESC
[x]Eric ESC
[x]Krissy
[x]K.C
[x]AyiE
[x]Valarie
[x]PeiRong
[x]Max
[x]Denise Toh
[x]Bryan
[x]Krissy
[x]XiaXue
[x]Nic Henry
[x]Jia En
[x]Dominic Chia
[x]MeiTing
[x]Lionel Phua
[x]Faithiee
[x]XiaoQuan
[x]Aloy
[x]Karen Ku
[x]Shaik
[x]HuiWen
[x]Weilin EX
[x]Michie
[x]Chiwawa
[x]Bashey

credits.
layout by ts`zerothree [c)

Name: Ridhwan aka YangGuang or Doob
Birthday: 29-09-1987
Occupation: Student(TP Eng) & Waiter(Ritz Carlton)
Email: cyberdoob_87@hotmail.com

[Introduction]

*Likes*
Arcade
Pool/Billard
Clubbing
Making new friends


*Dislikes*
Cheaters
Backboneless
Pessimistism
Guys or Girls who get too "touchy" with me

SHOUTs. (: